Carolynne Mary Martin - Online Memorial Website

The gift of Easter is Hope !

If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
To bring you down again.
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
When we are sad and lonely,
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
"Cheer up and carry on."
Each time we look at your pictures,
You seem to smile and say,
"Don't cry, I'm only sleeping,
We'll meet again someday."

Forget me not
My little one
You have left us too soon
Though my body can no longer hold you
I hold you forever in my heart
As precious and beautiful as this flower caught in time
A daddy's love does not forget.

Nini, my little princes, 4 years ago today was the worst day in my life. Half my heart died with you, that can never be replaced. I miss you so so so much. You were so full of life and taken from me too early. I am going to ride the Natchez Trace today and remember how you and your sister loved to animal spot on there. What I would give to hear you scream out "DEAR" and scare me half to death. But you and your sister loved to spot and count the animals we spotted on the Trace. I will lay your flowers on the trace in your memory as you loved it so much. There does not go by a day that I don't think of you. Your are in my heart and thoughts 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and 365 days a year. It feels like just yesterday that you were taken from me and the pain in my heart does not go away. I have learned to cope with it and I do all my crazy things thinking of your doing it with me. I know you would have and probably are, doing every crazy thing at my side. I Love you my little Angel!!!! I hurt today as much as I did that dreadful day 4 years ago. I long for your hugs, kisses and to hear you say "I Love You Daddy". I would love to hear your unique laughter, I always loved to hear you laugh. I Love you baby, come with me today and enjoy the ride. I will see you soon, till then, enjoy my crazy stuff. XOXOXOXOXOXO ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

dragan's dad

loss of a child

August 8, 2011

I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine, He said, For you to love the while he's here and mourn for when he's dead. It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three, but will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you, and should his stay be brief, You'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return, But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked this wide world over in my search for teachers true, And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you. Now, will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain, Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again? I fancied that I heard them say,"Dear Lord, Thy will be done, For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may, And for the happiness we've known, forever grateful stay. But should the angels call for him much sooner than we planned, We'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand.   Taken   Unknown author

First time i saw you was on facebook an i knew i had to write you a message sayin with all due respect how beautiful I thought you were. But as I read through your wall I started seeing "rip, we miss you". So I googled your name and found this page and my heart skipped a beat. How can a girl so beautiful be taken from the world. I have never met this girl before but it's so sad that God would take such a beautiful life from the rest of the world. But i guess this world is not good enough for her an God took her to a better place. The pictures alone had such a glow to them that I had to write something. I would have loved to meet you and get to know you because you look like a awsome person. It looks like everywhere you went happiness would follow. I know a couple of her friends but never had the chance to meet her and sadly I never will, in this life. But maybe we will meet in another life and I look forward to it. May you rest in peace.

From one parent to another, who has just lost a son, i know how you feel. She is in a place where she is surrounded by God's precious Angels. and oh so happy! imagine her in God's presence. having the best time with all her beloved ones. yes, we do miss them! oh, sooo much!  and forever will. think of the happy times you spend with her. treasure them forever. and pray. have faith. that is what keeps me going sometimes. what else can we do, but miss them. seeing their pictures. i even went out to the store to buy his favorite mens cologne. pretending he just left my house. i even spray some in my pillow wishing i can visit with him in my dreams. just taking it one day at a time. praying for strenght to go on.

she's beautiful!!! keep smiling at her, because she can see you!!! 

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In loving memory of

Carolynne

on her 19th heavenly birthday

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My love, wow two days ago was your 19th birthday, I can't believe it. I also cant believe that it is going to be three years since you went to heaven in a few months. I have missed you so much, as you already know. You know it hasn't really been too easy lately and all. On another note, your baby nephew Ariel was born on your birthday. Of course that was no coincidence :) you really are his guardian angel. I was so excited to hear about that. I love you alot and I miss you like crazy mama. Keep watching all of us from heaven. Love you, Barby