Carolynne Mary Martin - Online Memorial Website

God I miss you so much. I never got to tell you how I felt about you. I will always remember you. Looking at old pictures, carnivals, The Punisher, cherries.. it all makes me think of you. People say that you're in a better place, and I believe that, but it's also not.. I can't imagine a better place for you than back home where you belong; radiant, and beautiful as ever. The pain and shock has subsided, but the desire to see you will never go away.

I Miss My Butterfly Kisses

I miss my Butterfly Kisses

lately i've been down, and when i least expected it i had a friend that has not spoke to me in 3 years tell me that she had a dream of you... and that you told her to tell me to cheer up and that you are here for me. i love you so much i miss having someone to talk to when i need some cheering up. you were always great at doing that. one day we'll meet again but in the mean time please watch over me. you are always going to be my guardian angel.

It is 3am and I was listening to a song on You Tube by a young lady called Charice..she sang this song called "All That I Need to Survive" and it was as if the lyrics were plucked out of my heart and put into this beautiful song...
              
                  I look out my window
              and wonder where you are...
             And if you are safe out there somewhere in the dark.
                Time has no  meaning to this broken heart that's mine.
      I see your face where ever I go
      I hear your voice...I want you to know

       I feel your arms when I'm lonely
       I make believe that you are still here with me...it's all I need
       I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine

   When you're in my world I am alive...you are all that I need to survive.

      I've got this friend who says, it's time I let you go.
      The way that you loved me, no one else could ever know
     You were the best that ever happened to my Heart and to my soul

           I see your face where ever I go...I hear your voice, I want you to know
           I feel your arms when I'm lonely, I make believe that you are still here
           with me...it's all I need
           I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine

    AND if, I mean when I see you again,  it will be the same as  it was
    and if, I mean when we're together again our souls reunited as one.

                    I see your face where ever I go
                    I hear your voice, I want you to know
                    I feel your arms when I'm lonely
                    I make believe that you are still here with me...it's all I need
I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine...when you're in my world ..I am alive!!
    

Today we were at the restaurant el novillo and I was looking at the salt and pepper shakers. It reminded me of when you randomly grabbed the salt and pepper shaker and put the together and said, "Madonna" hahahahahahahahahah. I love you! And your still funny, even if it's in my memories.

thinking of you tears my soul up into little peices because it's still hard to accept that it's been almost 2 years without you around.. i feel kind of retarted writing on this thing sometimes but i feel like it's the closest thing i have to you sometimes aside from a borrowed item of yours :( god does things for a reason and i'm trusting in him knowing that you're in a better place where pain and suffering doesn't exist. you deserve all kinds of wonderful and happy things, you were an angel on earth. a beautiful human being. we're all human and make our mistakes and have lots of "oops" moments but you're heart was one of gold carolynne :( i miss you so much and one day i know we will see eachother again. life is cruel and unfair and i'm missing you to peices

Hey gorgeous :) I was sitting here looking at what a beautiful day it is and I thought of you up in heaven..I miss you so much Nini, there is not a day that goe sby that I do not think about you and miss you..although I haven't really been up here posting messages, you know we've been talking every day. I know you are up ther ein heaven making everyone laugh and happy with that beautiful smile of yours..I miss you nini...I love you

 

Barby...

hello there angel of mine.. i'm always thinking about you and how much i miss you. i can't believe it's going to be a year when it feels like just yesterday you were pinching my toosh in the hallway of b-building when i would go to my locker. i miss you a lot. i miss our fun little outings and sleeping over. i was never able to give you back your school sweater... and in a way it makes me feel better because i feel like i still have a peice of you with me... even though you will always be in my heart. it kills me to remember that not too long ago we would talk about our boy stuff and you would tell me how much you loved your boyfriend lol... and i love remembering class trip because of the amazing time we had. nini i love you so much. this hasn't been easy for me, but it has made me realize a ton of stuff i wish i would've realized earlier. i get really sad from time to time but then i think about what you would've wanted and i know you want all of us to be happy. i miss you a lot, and so does your family and everyone else that adores you. you're always in my thoughts and in my heart... love you so much.

hey beautiful yesterday was your birthday and their was not one time i didnt think about you  i felt like you were right next to me i always feel like your right next to me especially at parties . well already 17 nini!!! i text your mom yesterday she told me she was passing by to see you! your grave is beautiful i have never seen anything like it its perfect for the perfect girl cause thats what you were an angel sent from god to help us. and teach us many things and thats what you did you taught everyone a lesson you gave people a smile on their face. thats whta you were here for nini. your name will always be remembered as an angel! we all learned to love eachother and to united you brought us together as a school at our hardest moment. i remember when you past the whole school nini everyone people that didnt know you came. everyone felt like they knew you. my birthday pasted nini im 18 now lol and i had a beautiful cake i share that with you its half mine and yours im sending you the pic of your cake lol i love you and miss you and dont ever forget that im here visit me when ever you want tag alone for the parties and anyother day. always here for you and your family<3 marite!