Carolynne Mary Martin - Site Memorial Online

I misssss youuuu <3

I am the wife of a City of Miami Firefighter who was friends with Captin Garcia and my husband and I just want you know that our hearts go out to your family and our prayers are forever with you all. I had read some of the candles that you wrote to your daughter and started to cry and I wish there was a way that I could take away that pain from your hearts. I know it is hard to believe but she is with you at every moment and she and Capt. Garcia are together now with God watching over us as our angels. I want you both to know and especially Kathrine that the way that God took them both away from us was not an accident nor was it your fault, it was what God wanted and he knew since the day they were created that that was the day that he wanted them back home with him. Please don't blame yourself Kathrine because nothing that you think you could have done different would have changed Gods way. We all are put here by him for a special mission and at that moment thiers was done and now Carolynne and Capt. Garcia are in paradise, a much better place with no pain just happiness and power to watch over your every step. I saw all the pictures that are posted and she is so beautiful and from what I have read she was also beautiful on the inside. Be VERY proud of yourselves as parents and as a sister because it seems to me that she was blessed to have 3 very special people in her life and there are many people who never knew even one. I pray to God every day that he gives you the power to go on and stop your hearts from hurting and also please tell Kathrine that she WILL BE ok because God just blessed you all with 2 extra special angels to be on each shoulder.

   IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME.

    THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP I WOULD HAVE    TUCKED YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOUR SOUL TO KEEP.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG & KISS & CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPED EACH ACTION & WORD, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE  TO STOP AND SAY

"I LOVE YOU",INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY,WELL I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE SO MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY.

FOR SURELY THERE'S ALWAYS TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVERSIGHT,AND WE ALWAYS GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT.

THERE WILL BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY

"I LOVE YOU", AND CERTAINLY CHANCE TO SAY

" ANYTHING I CAN DO?" BUT JUST IN CASE I MIGHT BE WRONG ,& TODAY IS ALL I GET ,I'D LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH "I LOVE YOU"AND I HOPE WE NEVER FORGET.

SO IF YOU'RE WAITING FOR TOMORROW , WHY NOT DO IT TODAY! FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL SURELY REGRET THAT DAY.

THAT YOU DIDN'T TAKE THAT EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE,A HUG,A KISS AND YOU WERE TOO BUSY TO GRANT SOMEONE, WHAT TURNED OUT TO BE THEIR ONE LAST WISH.

SO HOLD YOUR LOVE ONES CLOSE TODAY, AND WHISPER IN THEIR EAR,

TELLTHEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS HOLD THEM DEAR.

TAKE TIME TO SAY

"I'M SORRY ", "PLEASE FORGIVE ME", "THANK YOU" , OR "IT'S OKAY."

AND IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT TODAY.

January 8, 2008 Wow days go by and it still hasnt hit me! i miss nini so much she was an angel and is. i miss her so much words cant explain i just cant wait till i see her again i love you guys andill visit soon.    marite copado (miami, FL)

I knew you and your sister.  you guys were inseperable.  it is sad that adults older than us and that should know better drive drunk causing so much pain to such good people like you and your sister.  you have a wonderful family keep praying because God and only God will give your family confort and peace.  God said, Vengence is mine not your courts and this is how it will be.  To your mom and dad, i will pray every day that God be with you in your trying times.  Have faith, He will always win, sooner more than later.  I love all of you and my entire family support you guys 1,000 percent. Your family and many friends and your entire community will know the truth and they already support you trust me is more than 10,000people...every one knows the Martin girls and the Navarro family.  We love you guys very, very much.  God Bless you!!!

Your friends say it often enough...it is impossible to believe that such a bright, happy, positive and enthusiastic person is no longer  her with us. For me it seems unreal every day that I pass by your bedroom door. Going inside your little room breaks my heart and seing your school shoes with the icecream laces on them hurt me so much I can't do anything but cry.  Baby I miss my little girl so much.  You were my rock my confidant you and your sister are my world.  There is not a day that goes by that I don't wake up and hope that when I open your bedroom door you would be sleeping in your bed... I know you are not in body here anymore, but I still can not accept it...I pray that all this is a nightmare, but I realize that it is not that it is too Real for me to take.  I miss you so much I feel like a wonded bird without a wing. I pray every day that you never forget us because I need you to be like you were here on earth...I love you baby I miss wrapping my arms around you and kissing you non stop.  I pray you can forgive my tears, because I know you would not want any of us to cry.  It is just that it is impossible to believe I can't see your face everyday except in pictures.  I love honey forever.  My light my life my joy were both of you and will always be that way...pray for us and let God know that I love him and Jesus that I am glad he is protecting you.  I adore you baby always, ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!

Nini

Its already december...almost 2 months without you and they have been so hard for all of us. We all miss that beautful smile that could light up the room, those little chinky eyes, your dorky laugh, how you would always try to find us in the hallways to say hi :) or just come to our locker and talk. And how can i forget our "bathroom meetings" and cathing up 7th period. I'm so glad that im able to have so many memories with an angel. I know that you are up there smiling down on us and can hear what we are saying to you but its sooo hard not being able to have you down here with us. Making us laugh and cheering us up always...no matter what mood i was in the moment you talked to me you were able to cheer me up in an instant. I miss you sooo much. Tell my grandparents i say hi :) and have a merryyy christmas up there with God nini. I love you our beautiful angel.

Christmas In Heaven

    

I see the countless Christmas trees, around the world below,

With tiny lights like heavens stars, reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear,

For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

     

I hear the many Christmas songs, that people hold so dear,

But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,

For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.

   

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart,

But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart.

So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear,

And be glad I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

   

I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above,

I send you each a memory of my undying love.

After all, love is a gift, more precious than pure gold,

It was always most important, in the stories that Jesus told.

    

Please love and keep each other, as my father said to do,

For I can't count the blessings or love, he has for each of you,

So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear,

Remember I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.