Carolynne Mary Martin - Online Memorial Website

Baby, Yesterday was your birthday and it was very hard for me.  I had promised you that I was going to throw you a wonderful party for your birthday on 08/08/08.  Well I got some of your friends together and we went to your favorite restaurant "Shoguns".  You were there with us, we saved a chair for you and I placed your picture there as it was a party for you.  It was Me, Angie, Josh, Casey, Kara, Olivia, Nola, Tim, Chris, and of course You.  We celebrated your birthday and everyone wrote a little work for you on your picture.  Its hard right now, but I will let you know what they wrote.  I Love You baby.  And its still so hard not having you around.  You are such a big part of my heart and its missing.  I cry all the time and I know you dont want me to, but i just miss you so much.  "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" I am sure you had a big bash up in heaven with all the angels.  You will always be my little Angel.  I LOVE YOU!

Your birthday is very near and I can only think how wonderful it would have been to celebrate your 17th birthday which would have been on 08-08-08.  My birthday passed and Jeannette and Jennifer were in town from Tennessee and they gave me the most precious gift ever.  They gave me a locket in the shape of a heart with your photo inside of it and the box it came in had a beautiful poem which made me cry.  It says: "Since Heaven has become your home I sometimes feel I'm so alone; and though we now are far apart you hold a big piece of my heart.  I never knew how much I'd grieve when it was time for you to leave, or just how much my heart would ache from that one fragment you would take.  God lets this tender hole remain reminding me we'll meet again, and one day all the pain will cease when He restores this missing piece.  He'll turn to joy my every tear, and when I wear this necklace near it will become my simple way to treasure our Reunion Day."  I adore you baby and you are loved and this love will go on forever and ever.  All my love baby.

Nini, My ANGEL.  Here is a card you and your sister made for me last year for Father's Day.  It was our last Father's Day together.  You would not believe how much I missed you that day.  You have never missed one Father's Day with me.  I cherish this card forever.  It was made by both of you with lots of love and imagination.  You guys went through so much to come up with it and there is not card more precious than this one.  I had a very hard fathers day this year without you guys.  I have never been apart and I miss our times.  I cant wait to see you again, baby.  I think about it all the time.  The day I am with you, I will never let you go.  I will hold you in my arms forever.  You know Father's Day was made for the special moments of a Father with their kids.  I only have half now here on earth.  It is so hard.  I LOVE YOU, MY ANGEL in Heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!

i remember when we'd always say "hey mojon" to eachother lmaoo! good times i miss you muah<3 look at that class trip picture! u were there with us that was the bestest day ever we had so much fun!! i'm never gonna forget that day at disney lol... even though i can't share it with you, writing this makes me feel like you're listening... but i know you're listening anyways because you're in my heart... ily

Wow speechless i miss you so much nini. I still at this piont wont believe your gone you have left a piece of yourself in everyone i think about non stop all the time. I love you so much sorry i didnt say happy easter i was in Europe i missed you and thought about you. Its been exactly 5 months since you've been gone... I just wish you would be here. You are unforgetable and always will be. Toady me ruddy yesi and graff are planning on passing by to say hi yesi isnt feeling to goo though. Giraffa misses you so much to and chino he keeps you on his top as do everyone else! Your page looks amazing but were still working on it! Nini we all miss you so much you were the first one to turn my ring NINI!!! I have to pass by your house for your mom to sign it! I also turned your ring man do i miss you when i saw your mami i got so sad i couldnt help it but your mommy is so strong i will never forget her always call her and visit her she is an angle. Well times are getting rough many things are happening ill tell you later in my dreams since its the closests thing i have to you. I miss chating talking about boys, life, gossip lol we would have so much stuff i want you to know i told you soo many stuff i didnt or havent told anyone. I still see Andrew in school i know  he misses you to alot. Everytime i see him i think about you and when i went to your house and his lol we had soo much fun and soo many laughs... man i miss you  I wish i had met you earlier! I love you soo much please keep guiding us and watching over us like you have been. Hopefully see you tonight to chat, i cant wait to hug you and here you even if its for a little bit. Love you so, heres a picture of me n Graff i know you loved him too you would get so happy when you saw him standing at the window you'd scream GIRAFFA! and tell me he was their he misses that the most... I love you

Oh baby, here is one of you finding so many of the eggs.  You were an expert finding eggs.  One of the smallest, but you never let any of the bigger kids bully you.  You always stood your ground with any kid.

We also took you down to the beach, where you painted the eggs.  You had so much fun.  Here is a picture of you and caty painting the Easter eggs and then we hid them so all the kids could find them.  We even gave one to a jewish kid that was hungry because they were fasting for their holiday.  LOL.

Here is another one of you looking for the eggs...crouched down as you found them.  I can still remember how you crouched. How excited you got every time you found an egg.  I always made sure that both of you found the same amount.  Those were so special.

My little "Angel", Oh how I miss you.  I have not come on here for a while because its been so hard for me.  I remember all our Easters and how I used to hide the eggs and you and caty would run around the house and find them.  I always got you some nice baskets.  And it used to make you so happy.  Some eggs had candy in them and you just loved to find them.  Here is a picture of when you guys woke up and saw your baskets.

NINI WOW I MIS YOU SO MUCH :) I REMEMBER WHEN WE USE TO TALK ON THE PHONE AND HOW YOU USE TO TELL ME DAMN ARIAN YOUR ALWAYS PARTYN & U NEVER TAKE ME WITH YOU DAMN UR SO MEAN THIS & THAT & I REMEMBER WHEN I PROMISED YOU THAT I WAZ GOING TO TAKE YOU TO PAWNSHOP ON SATURDAY CUZ I HAD SOLD OUT ON THE FRIDAY OF THE PAST WEEK & JST A FEW LATERS I GET A CALL FROM A FRIEND SAYNG THAT U PASSED AWAY & I WAZ LIKE OH MY GOD NO IT CANT BE & I CALLED LIKE 7142654 DIFFRENT PEOPLE & THEY TOLD ME YEAH THAT IT WAZ TRUE LIKE WOW I FELT SO BAD CUZ I HAD SOLD YOU OUT THE WEEKEND BEFORE THAT HAPPENED LIKE IM SO SORRY NINI :( WOW LIKE SOMETIMES I GO TO YOUR MYSPACE & I SAY TO MYSELF WOW LIKE I CANT BELIEVE I WAZ TALKING TO HER ONE DAY ON THE PHONE & THE NEXT DAY LIKE THATS IT NO MORE YOU WOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH I MISS HOW YOU USE TO CALL ME A SELLOUT & STUFF BUT NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE & ILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY. ILY <3 & IMY SO MUCH